this post is specially for you
-when i first saw you, i was alr in love with you
-since then, my heart never fails to beat fast whenever i see you
-and no matter how hard i try, i just can't get you out of my mind
-everytime i wanted to tell you my feelings
-something just keeps holding me back
-just feels so miserable
-to look at you and yet keep my feelings from you
-i dont know when i can have the courage to tell you my true feelings
-but now, i just want to tell you
-i really like you


-today had class bbq at laguna park!!
-o.O had to bring 120 satay sticks with kenneth
-before that was playing com at my house with kenneth
-after that took cab with jiawei, kenneth and gregory to, supposedly laguna park o.O
-then the cab driver somehow ermm dropped us at some fernwood something place
-then had to walk to our destination zzz
-slacked for awhile then went to play soccer with derek and mervyn theyall
-ermm was the goalkie cos was wearing jeans
-o.O then left wrist injured cos derek zam too hard
-went back to the bbq pit to rest and ate some fried bee hoon
-hmm it was quite nice
-then ate some chips and then went to help in the bbq-ing
-had to bbq chicken wings, satay, sotong, hot dogs and fish
-o.O ermm cos we were concentrating on the satays, so did not flip the hot dogs
-in the end the hot dogs became super tanned o.O
-hmm the hot dogs were quite nice and the fish was VERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRY nice
-the satay was also not bad. hmm ordered from the right stall :D
-then ltr went to playground slack awhile
-helped tszhin and bingxin clear up the prawn shells on the floor at the bbq pit o.O
-then saw a cake and thought was sueanne's birthday
-then later someone tell me her birthday is not today o.O
-anyways wish u early happy birthday sueanne
-then later ate the cake
-it had loooooaaaaaaaaaaaaaads of chocolate cream o.O so was very sweet
-then later helped clear up the place
-cabbed home with jiawei, gregory and soravee


-dunno whether should be glad or sad
-holidays WERE 'rest-days' for me
-but now got LOADS of hmwk. omgomg
#1 Physics elearning
#2 Geog Assignment
#3 Lit WS
#4 Maths WB
#5 Ace-Learning quiz1, 2, 3
#6 Pythagaros Theorem Ws
#7 Pao Dao 05/08 Pg5, 16, 20, 24, 25
#8 Chinese Online Test
#9 Zuo Wen (350 words) (must type out)
#10 Memorise gong han
-haiz now everyday must do homework
-and got less time play com ler
-now suddenly feel very stressed and troubled...
-and dunno why getting more and more emo these days...

-thinking about you everyday
-just can't get you outta my mind
-thought we could have worked out fine
-but it doesn't seem so now

-wanted to go up to you so many times
-and at least try to say a hi
-but what is it that is holding me back??


firstly i want thank yanlun for helping me make this blog. thanks yanlun (if he come see my blog) ok now abt the camp.
-actually was quite fun larr
-ermm it was at Kota Tinggi
Day 1 22/5
-woke up at abt 6 and reached school abt 650
-felt little awkward cos my bag was REAAAALLLLLY big
-then we got into our grps
-i was grped with kevin, serene, shirlyn,and tzeyeng
-after some admin stuff we finally got into our buses
-was sitting on the same bus as jiawei, kenneth and kevin
-halfway through the ride kenneth and kevin suddenly started throwing plastic bags at each other
-finally reached sg checkpoint
-then went to malaysia checkpoint
-then on the bus i tried to slp but couldnt cos the bus was shaking
-finally reached our campsite after 1 half hours
-went to the canteen infested with LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTS of flies and other bugs
-had our lunch....which was not that nice....
-then got introduced to our instrutor mabel
-played some ice-breaking games with our grp
-then we went back to our "7-star" tent
-it was soooooooooooooo small and was on stone slabs
-the toilets were worse, with dead bugs and spiders and flies flying everywhere
-then went to play a log game where we had to carry a person over the log to the other side
-ermm somehow yiliang's pants split o.O and tsz hin ran all the way back to the tent to get new pants for him.
-after that we went to a large plank and we had to balance on the plank
-then we had our dinner in the bug-infested canteen
-then there was the confidence nightwalk
-i was with kevin
-at first we went to the wrong track
-then we turned back to the right track and saw mr ahmad
-the track was quite narrow, only one person could go at a time
-couldnt really see the track cos it was so dark
-quite scared of the dark and so kevin walked in front of me
-hmm while walking i thought i saw many ppl standing at the sides staring at me
-that was seriously very very scary
-felt extremely relieved when i heard the voices of ppl talking in front
-after that we had supper, milo and corn bread
-hmm the flies had alr gone to slp by then
-finally a decent meal without the disturbance of flies
-then went back to our tents and slept
-used my sleeping bag as a pillow cos lazy fold after waking up
-the floor was rather uncomfortable and there was so little space inside to even turn
-and before that i could hear zhihan shouting I havent brush my teeth!!!
-zzz so many ppl didnt brush teeth...one day only mah... wun kill de la
-fell asleep at abt 3+ coz of a few ppl's loud snores...
Day 2 23/5
-woke up at abt 530
-was so tired sia only slept for like 2 half hours
-breakfast was not bad. at least better than lunch and dinner
-went to the extreme sports tower
-was allocated to abseiling (is that how u spell it?)
-waited for soooooooooo long for my turn
-actually it was quite fun
-i never knew i wasnt scared of heights ^^
-zhihan was seriously getting naughty
-he was asked to support lena's legs when she was doing the rock climbing so that she wouldnt fall
-ermm what he did was he opened her legs really wide and his head was like below her legs
-and it looked really sick
-then ltr saw our trainer mabel being intimate with grp 1's intructor mint
-he wrote something like "I Luv Mabel" on his arm o.O
-then ltr we went to do some rafting
-our team was not bad at least our raft survived a few seconds more than grp 1's ^^
-then we went the Indiana Jones
-ermm tszhin and another guy were the only ones who made it past to the other side o.O
-quite a few ppl fell into the muddy water
-then we went to the lake to do the jetty jump
-some parts of the water were warm and some were quite cold
-had to make some stupid shapes like a heart triangle and circle
-then went back to shower
-after that went to walk around the lake with tszhin theyall
-erm tszhin and yiliang's foot got caught in mud and yiliang fell face flat
-i was like phew lucky i was behind them cos i never tio
-ltr kevin came running towards us and he also tio a little bit of mud
-then at night we went for the firefly cruise
-sat with yiliang, tszhin and kevin
-yiliang was sleeping and tszhin and kevin were talking to each other so i just watched the fireflies quietly
-a few flew past my head but i was emo-ing then so did not catch them
-then went back to our campsite and went to sleep
-amazingly i fell asleep just awhile after i closed my eyes o.O
-hmm maybe alr used to the hard floor
Day 3 24/5
-woke up at abt 6 and then went back to sleep cos nobody was awake o.O
-then kevin woke me up at 630
-today we had to climb the gunung panti
-we brought some maggi noodles and pears and 3 jelly cans with us to cook when we reached the peak
-but sadly we could not reach the peak because it was abt to rain o.O haiz
-then cooked the maggi noodles and hot dogs and then laid them out on someone's poncho
-well the noodles tasted quite nice
-then packed up and went down the mountain
-then we went to bathe
-erm this time, zhihan's underwear fell out of his cubicle then he ask wheres his underwear
-ermm we said we didnt see any underwears lying around
-then suddenly yiliang go throw the underwear inside the cubicle
-o.O it almost went in the hole in the toilet bowl ermm where we had to squat
-lucky only half of it went inside
-then later did our campfire preparation
-we were planning to sing 'tong hua' and 'cold wind blow' for the campfire
-and cold wind blow goes like this

In the early morning run (echo)
With a backpack on my back (echo)
With an aching in my heart (echo)
And my t-shirt full of sweat (echo)

Im a long long way from home (echo)
And i miss my bedroom so (echo)
With an aching in my heart (echo)
And the cold wind blow (echo)

And the cold wind blow (echo)
And the cold wind blow (echo)
And the cold wind blow (echo)
And the cold wind blow (echo)

I know i know (echo)
You have to go (echo)
So hurry back home (echo)
Cos i miss you so~

-sang 'tong hua' and 'clod wind blow' at the campfire
-yanlun's (borrowed from justin) shirt was too small to take off, if not he was supposed to take it off O.o
-ermm eugene was a little high o.O
-then our trainers mint and mabel went to do some reflections with us after the campfire
-then after we ate our supper they asked us to close our eyes and listen to them sing a song for us
Day 4 25/5
-woke up at abt 645
- had our breakfast
-then went to unpitch 2 tents
-went to our buses
-cabbed home with jiawei and taiquan after we reached school
-spammed the biscuits and cake i can find in the cupboard
-asked dad help ta pao lemon chicken rice and popiah
-bathed for 20 mins o.O
-went to bedok to eat 'zu chao'
-then went to buy vanilla ice-cream with chocolate coating

Here are some of the cheers

Makan cheer #1
hungry hungry (clap clap)
very very **
hungry very **
very hungry **
ji-ge la-ka pi-ah pi-ah
ji-ge la-ka pi-ah pi-ah
JIA!!!!!

Makan cheer #2
sah ** ** sah ** **
sah sah sah sah
xi shua shua xi shua shua
xi shua shua
MAAKAN!!!

Campfire cheer
C-A-M-P-F-I-R-E-S-O-N-G (CAMPFIRE)
Campfire's burning now (CAMPFIRE'S BURNING NOW!)
BURN BURN BURN
Campfire's burning in the dark, dark night (Ooh yeah, yipee yipee yeah)

ChickiGoo cheer
Hey (name), you're one cool cat.
You got a little bit of this, and a whole lot of that.
So, come on now and join the fun.
Up chickigoo and down chickigoo
to the left, chickigoo and right chickigoo

1 clap-*
2 claps-**
5 claps-* ** **
16 claps- * ** ** * ** ** * ** ** * CHUNG CHENG!!!!!